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Hard times
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Life after death?
The Parable
In a mother’s womb were two babies.The first baby asked the other: “Do you believe in life after delivery?”
The second baby replied, “Why, of course. There has to be something after delivery. Maybe we are here to prepare ourselves for what we will be later.”
“Nonsense,” said the first. “There is no life after delivery. What would that life be?”
“I don’t know, but there will be more light than here. Maybe we will walk with our legs and eat from our mouths.”
The doubting baby laughed. “This is absurd! Walking is impossible. And eat with our mouths? Ridiculous. The umbilical cord supplies nutrition. Life after delivery is to be excluded. The umbilical cord is too short.”
The second baby held his ground. “I think there is something and maybe it’s different than it is here.”
The first baby replied, “No one has ever come back from there. Delivery is the end of life, and in the after-delivery it is nothing but darkness and anxiety and it takes us nowhere.”
“Well, I don’t know,” said the twin, “but certainly we will see mother and she will take care of us.”
“Mother?” The first baby guffawed. “You believe in mother? Where is she now?”
The second baby calmly and patiently tried to explain. “She is all around us. It is in her that we live. Without her there would not be this world.”
“Ha. I don’t see her, so it’s only logical that she doesn’t exist.”
To which the other replied, “Sometimes when you’re in silence you can hear her, you can perceive her. I believe there is a reality after delivery and we are here to prepare ourselves for that reality when it comes….”
Sunday, August 17, 2025
Light
This happens through refraction, like when light passes through water or glass and changes direction due to a change in speed. Lenses in glasses or cameras work this way. Also, gravity can bend light—think of how massive objects like black holes warp spacetime, bending light’s path
We are full of light
Our lives can be bend through Christ
When we turn to him
He can bend our experiences
Dads journals
He went back and edited them in different colors
His experiences changed through time
All of our history / experiences change. Sometimes for the better… sometimes for the worse
It’s said that we humans are better at telling the future than telling the past.
So much changes and morfs our experiences that it’s hard to remember what really happened.
Satan what your experience to break you!
Through Christ all our experiences can bless us. I promise when you when you turn to Christ he can bend things
Our greatest pains! Sorrows etc
Years later you will look back and say… no that wasn’t the worst time of my life. Maybe just maybe that was a gift! A blessing through Christ. A time of learning! I time of love and growth.
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https://speeches.byu.edu/talks/brad-wilcox/his-grace-is-sufficient/
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Having a testimony can bless your life!
Not just growing up and getting older
The cells in our bodies are constantly dying and breaking down & regrowing.
An obvious example... Our skin flakes off and new skin takes it's place.
Our hair falls out and sometimes I'm told it grow back.
What's taking place on the outside of our bodies is also happening inside.
Cells are constantly growing and replacing old cells, organs, and tissues.
Some scientist say that every cell in our body is completely different every 7 years.
Meaning that every cell in my body is completely different than the ones I had seven years ago.
So we're always changing!
Why's this important?
Central to my testimony is this idea that we can change!
That we can become better.
Now I not talking on a physical sense I'm talking in a spiritual sense.
This idea that I can be BETTER tomorrow than I ever will be today!!!
That I can change.
Unlike my physical body that is susceptible to disease and age
My spirit can be more in tune, stronger, more powerful, fresher, and more beautiful TOMORROW than today.
My weak things can be made strong
That I can rebuild myself better...
Better said... that through the atonement. GOD can rebuild me better.
And I can be changed
My topic is "How having a testimony can bless your life"
In all honestly I was taken back
Can a testimony Bless my life???
There was a time when having a testimony meant
I had a list of things I couldn't and shouldn't do
It meant preparing and going on a mission when everyone else had no worries.
Having a testimony doesn't mean we will be excluded from hard stages in life.
It just means that a testimony can help us get through the hard times
We're all in a stage of life.
Maybe you're trying to find your testimony and who you really are.
Maybe you just got kicked out of a singles ward
And you've found yourself at a married ward try to figure out what you have in common with others.
Maybe you are married and that's hard
Or maybe you're married and you haven't been able to have kids... I can't imagine how tough that must be
Or maybe you have kids... and that's tough
Or you're trying to get on your feet for the first, second, or third time.
This whole economy has thrown a wrench in your plans.
Maybe it's your health or sickness
or coping with the loss of a loved one.
There are many tough stages in life and they're not easy
I want to share my testimony
It's simple, it has 2 parts
1) God loves us, he guides and leads through inspired leaders
2) The gift of the Holy Ghost is real. We can all feel it! and it's truly a gift!!
I've done some stupid things in life.
But one thing I've always done well was read the BofM
Ever since I can remember I've read at least a verse nearly every day.
When I was about 16 This idea came to my mind that it really didn't matter what I did.
That somewhere there was a book that said if I failed or succeeding life
and God already knew what was going tot happen to me so it didn't matter what I did.
I was in my room alone and I was reading
I read a scripture
and felt I should read it again.
I reread it 5-6 times not really knowing what it was saying.
But I knew it was talking to me
2 Nephi 10:23
23 Therefore, cheer up your hearts, and remember that ye are
free to act for yourselves--to choose the way of everlasting
death or the way of eternal life.
This scripture told me that I had the choice!
That I could choose!
And more importantly.
Craig... cheer up your heart!!
God loves you
He and knows you!
and my choices DO matter
I've got 3 short stories to help illustrate my testimony
1)
I went on my mission to help people!
To help them change their lives!
Not just get baptized, hit a wall, and leave the church.
I was hoping for generations to be changed and blessed.
These people feel the spirit and work sooo hard to change their lives and be baptized.
They get baptized... and then what???
That what is the Temple.
You always hear about people that sell everything they've got, go to the temple, and they're blessed.
Well, most people in Paraguay could have sold everything they had and still not have had enough to get to a Temple.
It broke my heart!
I wanted to help them soo bad.
I didn't know what to do
I'll never forget President Hinckley talking about looking at a blueprints of Temple and having a clear impression how they could be modified
Made smaller, easier to build, and maintain
and therefore make more all around the world
I will never forget the feeling of being in a little old stake center in Paraguay when a temple there was announced!!
Everyone was hugging each other, laughing, and crying.
I remember feeling this overwhelming peace.
It was so strong I could feel it around me
I knew that God knew these people!
He knew how poor they were
He knew their struggles
He knew their prayers
And he knew that the opportunity would not be there unless it was brought to them
he had an answer.
It taught me a huge lesson.
I'm grateful for the spirit I felt
But more importantly
I'm grateful for an inspired leader that was prompted and listened
and touched the lives of millions.
2)
Arlindo Alvarez was an incredible newly returned missionary
he was the missionary we all hoped to be
He wanted to come over and work with us every day!
He had the fire of an amazing missionary!!
He had the spirit and would help us teach anyone we could find.
I quickly became aware of 2 things.
1) He was the type of missionary we all wanted to be and we all hope each other are! he had the spirit with him
2) He came home to nothing
Unlike most of us who come home to proud parents, friends and family. Lots of support, jobs, and school
He had nothing waiting for him
In fact, his father was mad he had left and NOT gotten a deadend job working in the fields.
His jr high level education wasn't going to get him a job.
I love this guy!
He was a huge blessing to our area!
I quickly saw this road block he was at
Unfortunately, I got transferred and I saw him about a year later.
When I did I could see life had beaten the missionary out of him.
He hadn't been able to find decent work
He met the wrong crowds
and was struggling to get on his feet.
I remember my heart being broken
The poor kid didn't have a chance!
I'll never forget a priesthood session a year later where our inspired leader President Hinckley talked about the Perpetual Educational fund
and how it could bless the lives of people like Arlindo
My testimony was strengthened
I felt the spirit tell me that God knew Arlindo
He loved him and wanted to bless him!
God know us!
He knows the struggles we're going through
And if we listen to the spirit there will be an answer
Maybe the answer doesn't exist yet but the answer will come
3)
A personal note
I grew up with the best family!
I had parents that loved and supported me in everything I did
My mother is a saint and with 6 kids never missing anything
My dad taught church institute and I think that's part of the reason why growing up he was the happiest person I've ever met
He never walked in the door without putting his hands high above his head and saying
Yay, look who's hear!
I said I said Yay look who's here?
and he'd keep saying it till we noticed him and said hi dad.
Sometimes he'd come home late and we'd all be in bed... trying so hard to sleep
and we'd hear him come in and do his yay.
for some reason being in bed motivated us a little more and we'd yell yay daddy's here.
We'd hear mom say something like don't wake them up I just put them down.
but dad would have to open our doors and peak in.
He'd play a game like take our picture
he'd say 1, 2, 3 smile
and flick the light on and off like a flash take our picture
and tell us how we looked.
nothing was better than his tucking us in
he'd rip your blanket off throw it in the air and say
hi'a hi'a hi'a
A day doesn't go by without my mom fixing food for others.
I was in a fast and testimony meeting in Rexburg Idaho
My Tender sweet little potato farmer bishop Swendamen was at the stand.
He said he felt strongly to share some special stories of his parents
He told us how much he loved them
and then invited us all to go home and tell our parents how much we love them
I felt the spirit so strong!
I was touched by his message
So when I got home I called my parents and told them I loved them like I did every week
how much I loved them
but then I told them how grateful I was for all they had done for me
It was different, tender and more sweet than I every had done before
especially with my dad
That was the last time I got to speak with my dad.
He passed a away a couple days later
I'm so grateful for an inspired leader that listened
I'm so grateful for the spirit I felt
It told me that God knew me
He knew I had a tough road ahead
He knew I needed to talk with my Dad one last time
I shared these special stories with you as part of my testimony.
Knowing that some might just look at them as nothing more than stories
Nothing more that coincidences in life.
I look at them more as blessing
and as some of the tender mercies from God.
If I had not been in tune, If I had not listened, If I had not tried...
they may not be anything more than stories.
And so it is with blessings
Brothers and Sisters
The Gospel can change us
It can make us better!
He truly can turn a
MESS into a MESSAGE, a TEST into a TESTimony, a TRIal into a TRIumph, and a VICTim into a VICTory.
I'm grateful for inspired leaders
I'm grateful for the spirit in my life that can guide me
We truly can prosper in the land!
We can and are blessed!
I pray that we can be all get our lives in order
I pray that we can get better in tune with the spirit
That we can go to the Temple often
That we can live this year in a way in which we can al be blessed and prosper in the land.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
God did not put us her to fail
Jon M. Huntsman
"God did not put us here to fail"
It's about finding your personal dream and going after it with all you've got.
Shortly after my dad died I started looking for men to look up too. Not to replace my dad but to help fill a missing void. I put together a list of some of the most successful men I know. In doing so I learned a hard lesson! Not all successful men are Good men!! My father who made an average living was one of the best, wisest, and most caring men I've ever met.
It reminded me how shallow I can be. I was measuring success strictly on finances... When my missing dad was one of the most average financially men I know... and yet he lived one of the most successful lives I've seen. He did more with his means than most!!
There's a song right now by Miranda Lambert that has the line "I got lost in this old world and forgot who I am" I think it's a perfect description of me lately. I have dreams and passions that I've let slide recently for no good reason. I've had goals and boundaries that I've put aside or forgotten about.
This talk reminded me of those dreams. Most importantly it helped give me the desire to go back out there and work hard for my dreams! Ironically, it's by one of the richest men I've ever heard of... so maybe, I'm wrong again about wealthy successful people.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
9 years ago today 11-8-2009
I also think it was interesting that it happened today of all days. Just a simple quick little reminder of my great day 9 years to the day... and maybe another tender mercy that there's more to this life than we often give credit and remember.
He really was great!
I've thought a lot about relationships lately and "what makes a great relationship"... with anyone? I'm not sure there's anything new or earthshaking in the qualities necessary to make things great. They are qualities that maybe we should all have. Simple things like being kind and a good listener. Actually caring about the person you're listening too and remembering the conversations we have. Helping them achieve their goals and the things they really want to do. Being there when we need them. Maybe willing to help occasionally... simple things right? Things all good people should just do... but for some reason not always common qualities. And even more rare to find people that keep these qualities with everyone. Not just the good looking interesting people with lots of money.
My dad was one of those people! One of those people that was honestly caring about everyone he met. really wanting to do whatever he could to bless others, even people he didn't know well. He'd give them a car or anything else he had if there was a chance it could better someone... even if there with 5 drivers in his own family and only 2 cars.
I'm not saying this to brag! Honestly I guess the whole purpose of me writing this is just to relive and maybe better understand. Understand who he really was and how he touched so many peoples lives. Maybe just to better remember and get acquainted with a great man... my dad.
So today, nine years later and in his memory, I vow to be a better listener to everyone. Spending a little more time to really get to know everyone that crosses my path. Thinking how I can help others, and then be there ready when they might need me.
I love dad! still
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Confidence
Confidence can make all the difference!
It can create!
It can make one attractive, build strength, cause success, and inspire genius!
There is power in Confidence!