Journal 9-27-2022

I found myself mad at a few people… people I’ve been made at for a long time! I kept praying to forgive them and be over it… everytime I started a prayer I got distracted and we t back to all the reasons I was so mad at them. I told them off until I was yelling in the car. It’s was when I started yelling I remembered I was praying to be over this. I started the prayer again and again I went back to anger. 

It happened 3-4 more times today… but, it’s been going on for 1+ yr but I went back to my prayer and begged… and something happened. I physically almost threw up as I thought of the different people. When I was done I felt like isiah where he takes about a coal purifying his lips.

And then I felt fine with it! I pray that I can be down! And never angry at those people again.

I returned my car rental and jumped on a shuttle to the airport. There was a tiny little Adrian lady… skin and bones. I was drawn to her! The second I saw her I felt I had to help her! I instantly thought of a $100 bill I had in my wallet. Nah I thought… maybe $20 bucks

I tried to strike up conversation. But didn’t get much out of her. She was from a smal Africa country I had never heard of. She speaks 3 languages and excellent English. 

I looked in my wallet and tried to find a $20… but only had the $100 and knew I needed to give it. 

I handed it to her and said have a great day. She grabbed the money and said thanks. Then she looked at it and sprinkled and looked right up to me and said God bless you sir! And god bless you with more! She high fived me and then something happened. I felt her blessing come over me! I knew her blessing was true and I would get more directly from her blessing! It touched me more than any other giving I’ve ever done! Most people rarely say thanks! This was tender!